The more you think the worse you feel.
Say It Ain’t So Bad
You must know that i am far different in many ways.. most people wanted to be the best and the first.. but for me.. when it comes to love.. i always wanted to be the last.. the last one he’ll ever love.. and i’ll do everything to prove and make him see that loving him was the greatest decision i have ever made..
People also look for love to suit their needs.. to be loved, to be taken cared of, to be pampered.. well, as for me.. i wanna fall in love because i want the other person to feel that he is valued; that he means something.. even if he might think that nothing has ever been right about him.. i’ll show him every single day how lucky i am to have him in my life and i wont have it any other way.. sounds odd and quite opposite from everyone’s perspective but that’s how i want things to happen. once in a while, i believe that we should also be selfless and think about other people’s happiness.
DEAR FUTURE BOYFRIEND..
I want to play basketball, go to the beach and get kissed under the rain. Next time, I wanna do all of it with you. :)
P.S : The past took all the colors away so wherever you are my soldier, please find me and put some rainbow in my sky. I’ll be waiting for you.
Ugh, every 11:11 i’ll pray for my future military boyfriend. HAHAHAHA. When will I meet you yet?!
We all have our very own “dream guy”, right? When people ask me who I wanna marry, I always tell them with a wink.. “I WANNA MARRY SOMEONE FROM THE U.S MILITARY, NAVY OR MARINE.” then they all laugh at me. Haha.
I like war and action movies because there are just a lot of soldier guys there and I can’t describe how much it makes me happy. To me, they are the bravest and most noble of men. They are heroes. I want to be loved by one; I want to fall in love with one.
I always imagine myself having a military boyfriend/husband and if only moonbloods can make dreams come true like shooting stars, I’d really wish for it. I know, nobody can exactly understand what and how I feel about this kind of dream I have; besides most girls I know don’t want to have military boyfriends or husbands someday because they’re too afraid to lose them to war and all that stuff but I still want one and nobody can make me think otherwise. I think it would be fun to write letters for him and finally meet him after his job and just give him a tight hug. I’d patiently wsit for him to get home safe while I pray for his safety every single night. Ugh, I should stop writing this before I get insane. Lol
WANTED: MILITARY BOYFRIEND ♥
Will you let me love you, soldier? :)
(photo not mine)
Have you ever felt that feeling when you can’t believe you have unexpectedly fallen in love with somebody? Yes, you knew you would fall in love with him but not so much, so much that you can’t get yourself up because you are falling further in love each day. It caught you off guard and now you just can’t get away with it.
The moment I have decided to be a part of your life, I knew it was because you needed me. I have always thought that I could help you become a better person. I committed myself to you like a crime because I care for you and I love you. I wasn’t frightened because I was sure that the love I have for you will stay as it is and won’t grow more than what I have planned.
As the sun and moon took turns in giving light to the Earth, they too, became like water to the love which continued to grow without me noticing it. My smiles became more hurtful for my cheeks every time you brush my hair. The wind became even more chilling while your warm hands are locked with mine. The mornings became easier to wake up to because I knew you were there patiently waiting for me. The more that I hated us being together, the more I wanted to keep you closer to me and never let you go. Only then I knew I was wrong; I have always seen you needing me not knoeing that it was me who’s wanting and needing you all along. I offered to stay and help you but it ended up that I want you beside me all the time because without you I feel helpless and incomplete.
Your arms became my extensions to reach happiness. Your feet were the ones who walked me through every narrow road when I felt tired of moving forward. Yours were the lips that spoke for me when I ran out of words to say and make the world understand who I am. You were the other “me” I wished I was.
Now I understand why I was different and I am not what I wanted me to perfectly become to be understood. It was because He made you to have my weaknesses as your strength so you could understand, accept and stand for me more than anybody else. Yes, you.
So I have been sick since Monday and I have been staying and lying down in bed all day. It makes me remember how different the situation might have been if I have a boyfriend; IF I AM NOT SINGLE! I wouldn’t have to cook for my food, wash the dishes and do everything all alone (by the way I live alone in my own house given by my parents so yeah). If I had someone beside me or someone far away (as long as I have someone) I won’t feel that alone.
Being single isn’t bad. It’s just that there are certain moments when you miss the comfort of having a caring, sweet and loving boyfriend who will stay with you and take care of you or would give you phone calls or texts to make you feel a lot better. Oh well, kill me now.
Yes. I have tattoos on my body. And that doesn’t make me bad at all. :)
I don’t know but I just want to be in a long distance relationship. I know it’s hard because I have been there for almost two years but the feeling is priceless, knowing that you’re able to defeat something: distance. It feels so good to prove that your love is even wider than the miles that separate the both of you and hinder you from being together. LDR helped me to become selfless, sacrificial and to challenge myself to be faithful. I want to be in it again because I know I can.
The best feeling is when you imagine how it would feel to finally see him in person, touch his face and look him in the eyes while everything else around you fades away. Do all your plans together, all of them. Then there’ll be no more virtual kisses and heart-breaking hugs on Skype because you can finally do all of them! It must be the greatest feeling ever, I tell you.
I can’t wait to meet someone far away, fall in love and look forward to the day when I wake up without him on my mind anymore, but on my side. :) ALL HAIL LDR. ♥
So to my future boyfriend somewhere far away,
WHEREVER YOU ARE, FIND ME AND LET ME LOVE YOU STRONGER THAN THE MILES.♥
Can somebody give me that cute and thrilling long distance relationship I wish to have? Let’s go and defeat distance together :) TALK TO ME. HAHAHAHA Guess all the photos of LDR couples got me raging. Lol OKAY Sorry!
I WANT A LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP. (PERIOD)
Saudade beating inside.
Page 1 of 50