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Dreaming of December

We were classmates since we were nine. We would eat lunch together, play games and share random experiences. He’s a simple guy who keeps his utterly mundane dreams. After we graduated from high school, I barely saw him since he’s studying at a famous academy for seafarers. We would see each other during Easter only and I would tell his mom, “Tita, I wanna marry your son. Is that okay?” Then her mother would just smile and say yes. He would just keep quiet as always knowing that I always tease him because he never had any girlfriends before.

It was December 29, 2013 when my friends decided to visit me. He was with them. I was speechless to see him turn into a man. He was smiling more often, he wore eyeglasses and looked fresh. He said he just came from the U.S. He travelled from country to country; continent to continent. I was amazed because I have never imagined someone who would spend hours playing Monopoly turn into a very dedicated man. My friends teased and told him to date me but he just smiled. I laughed and told him, “If you’re still single after a year which will be December 29, 2014.. YOU’RE MINE!” Surprisingly, he said “DEAL”. We then were walking when he asked me if I could be his partner for the ball. My mind kinda stopped working when I heard what he said but then I told him that I am not sure since his school is far from mine. I have to take the plane, and bus plus I have a class. -____-

That was the last time I have seen him. Tonight, he messaged me and asked if I am fine. I told him.. I’m still single and I never forgot about the deal (i was kidding). I was laughing when all of a sudden I have read…

"Yes. You were waiting for a miracle. And I tell you, we’re only eight months away from making it happen. If we’re both single til then, I’M YOURS."

And I died. Lol

Tagged: fictionpinoyessaywritinglovecrush

lets-runaway-and-get-lost:

Hipster/Indie/Romance blog! I follow back similar ♥

Deym. Beautiful.

lets-runaway-and-get-lost:

Hipster/Indie/Romance blog! I follow back similar ♥

Deym. Beautiful.

Liar liar pants on fire.

Playlist? (Love)

1. A Thousand Years 2 (Christina Perri)

2. The Man Who Can’t Be Moved (The Script)

3. If You Ever Come Back (The Script)

4. Crazy Love (Mindy Gledhill)

5. Suddenly (Ina)

6. Mirror (Justin Timberlake)

7. Holy Grail (Jay-Z ft. Justin Timberlake)

8. Give Me Love (Ed Sheeran)

9. When I Was Your Man (Bruno Mars)

10. In Your Arms (Kinna Grannis)

11. Long Gone & Moved On (The Script)

12. Marry Me (Train)

13. Chasing Cars (Snow Patrol)

14. Gotten (Slash)

15. Stolen (Dashboard Confession)

16. Let Her Go (The Passenger)

17. Falling In Love At A Coffee Shop (Landon Pigg)

18. Burn (Ellie Goulding)

19. Just Give Me A Reason (Pink)

20. Never Change (Chase Coy)

21. Closing Time (Semisonic)

22. Standing In The Dark (Lawson)

23. Can’t Let Go (Landon Pigg)

24. Leggo House (Ed Sheeran)

25. Kiss Me (Ed Sheeran)

26. Heart On fire (Jonathan Clay)

27. Gorilla (Bruno Mars)

28. Never Let me Go (Lana del Ray)

29. Best Friend (Jason Cheng)

30. Stay (Rihanna)

31. Runaway (The Corrs)

32. Say Something (Alex & Sierra)

33. She Was Mine (AJ Rafael)

34. Life is Beautiful (Vega4)

35. How Long Will I love You (Ellie Goulding)

36. The Writer (Ellie Goulding)

37. What If (Colbie Calliat)

38. Love Is A Verb (John Mayer)

39. Sunday Morning (Maroon 5)

40. When She Cries ( Restless Heart)

Tagged: playlistmusicfavoriteloveindiesongsmainstreamrnbrappopldr

Monica.

Lately I have been talking with my bestfriend a lot. I even got to bond with her mother who went home for some reasons. She is my number 1 bestfriend. I consider a lot of people I trust and different group of friends but she is my only bestfriend, forever and ever. Yes, even if we’re miles apart.

I miss her so much. I used to go to her house and just spend countless hours talking and laughing with her and her sisters. But they had to move to Ireland since their parents were working there. She left and I can never forget the day when she left. I was fifteen or sixteen then. I cried so much thinking we won’t be together as much as we used to. We won’t be able to message each other though most of the time she annoys me a lot and I do not reply especially when I was too busy with the guys (who all made no sense).

She went home two years ago and I was so happy. She hasn’t changed a bit and I was so glad. Those days were one of the happiest days of my life. I got my hair cut because she wanted me to. Hahaha. She also hung out with my boyfriend during that time (we’re over). When she went back to Ireland we would still talk. These past few months we have talked more. We would message each other about random things. I would make friends with all the guys she likes from here just to take selfies with them to send to her. I made friends with a lot of guys because of her. Hahaha. I miss her so much. That bitch I love the most.

I know we’ll be together soon. We’ve been the best of friends since we were eight and whatever happens you know you will always be my number one. And you better make me your number 1 too because nobody has ever tied your shoe lace for you except me. Remember that bitch. Nobody would be shameless enough to make friends with strangers judt because you wanna know things about them. And bitch, I love you. :)

Tagged: bestfriendldrfriendshipfriendstakepicturesnotlives

Send my love to heaven.

takepicturesnotlives:

This is a story I found on the net ages ago. I’ve no idea who the writer is because the site where I found this story says the author is anonymous but what I’m pretty sure is that it’s not me (disclaimer). haha. Anyway, first time I read this ended up with me crying. Click read more and this looks long but find time and read this, this is lovely.


What can I say about a girl I loved since I was ten… that I love the way she laughs at me when I commit mistakes, the way she fusses over silly things and even the way she cries over some sad silly late night show…
She was my best friend and I have known her since we were small. She knew all my secrets, which reveals my feelings for her, that I love her not only because she’s pretty and smart but also the way she laughs at everything and the way she sees life and love. I could still remember the first time we met; I was five years old then. It was one windy afternoon having no one to play with except for my best friend, Troy. He and his family just moved out to a neighboring state at transfer because his father got promoted. And so I climbed up our tree house, I saw a moving truck coming down the street. I watched it approaching and noticed a family station wagon following it.

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I don’t lose hope because you see, we may be miles apart but we still look at the same sky. ♥

I don’t lose hope because you see, we may be miles apart but we still look at the same sky. ♥

Tagged: skypersonallove

realizes:

♡personal/love♡

Ugh. Yes please. My love for the beach will always be unfathomable. ♥

realizes:

♡personal/love♡

Ugh. Yes please. My love for the beach will always be unfathomable. ♥

She always told him not to lose hope that someday, maybe sooner or later someone will come into his life and make him realize that all the pain he had in the past were all worth it because they lead him to this girl who can make him whole again. Every night, she would pray for his happiness and he would always tell her that he feels so grateful they met; that they have each other in their lives.
One night he told her he met someone who might just be the girl for him. She painted a fake smile on her face. She should be happy because all of her prayers were answered but it didn’t happen that way.
For the first time, she could not bear to hear how excited he was to go out with that girl he met. His facial expression, showing how happy he was broke her heart into pieces; realizing the happiness she always wished for him will be the one to shatter her being and cause her tears. She wanted to be reason why he was happy. She wanted to see him excited only if it would be because they’ll talk or share something about their differences and similarities. She wanted to be selfish on this because it is all she ever wanted: to see him happy….because of her and not because of anybody else.
"Dear God.. Please make him happy. I wish he would find the girl who will stay with him, love him and embrace everything that makes him who he is. I hope..he’ll realize it’s me."
(photo not mine. credits to @milesbluesy)

She always told him not to lose hope that someday, maybe sooner or later someone will come into his life and make him realize that all the pain he had in the past were all worth it because they lead him to this girl who can make him whole again. Every night, she would pray for his happiness and he would always tell her that he feels so grateful they met; that they have each other in their lives.
One night he told her he met someone who might just be the girl for him. She painted a fake smile on her face. She should be happy because all of her prayers were answered but it didn’t happen that way.
For the first time, she could not bear to hear how excited he was to go out with that girl he met. His facial expression, showing how happy he was broke her heart into pieces; realizing the happiness she always wished for him will be the one to shatter her being and cause her tears. She wanted to be reason why he was happy. She wanted to see him excited only if it would be because they’ll talk or share something about their differences and similarities. She wanted to be selfish on this because it is all she ever wanted: to see him happy….because of her and not because of anybody else.

"Dear God.. Please make him happy. I wish he would find the girl who will stay with him, love him and embrace everything that makes him who he is. I hope..he’ll realize it’s me."

(photo not mine. credits to @milesbluesy)

Tagged: sadlovecreativehesheessaycreativewritingasiannarrativewritingfiction

#sisters x #partners

#sisters x #partners

Tagged: sisterspartners

First things first. :) #makeup #girlstuff #naked

First things first. :) #makeup #girlstuff #naked

Tagged: nakedmakeupgirlstuff

HAPPY #EASTER!! :) and massacred eggs day. HAHAHAHAHA.

HAPPY #EASTER!! :) and massacred eggs day. HAHAHAHAHA.

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I have always lived my life the way I feel. There were things everyone knew about it and at the same time there are truths and reasons only I know. Eversince I became aware of my existence, I knew I was always myself. My decisions, both the good an the bad were all have been done because those were what I wanted. I have done things that hurt me, made me happy and stronger. I was responsible for my choices; I have enjoyed and suffered its consequences. 
I cant blame others if they do not like me and honestly, I don’t bother making them like me at all. I believe that those who love you will always stay and accept you for who you are. If you are pretending to be someone else just to make that person like you, then they aren’t good for you, because people who love you will see the good and the worst in you, but never leave. 
People judge me for what they have seen. They dont bother knowing how I got there. 
You can’t always judge someone because you only see what they choose to show us. 
Judgments are like stories. People always thirst for the outcome and end..without taking time to know everything to fully understand.

I have always lived my life the way I feel. There were things everyone knew about it and at the same time there are truths and reasons only I know. Eversince I became aware of my existence, I knew I was always myself. My decisions, both the good an the bad were all have been done because those were what I wanted. I have done things that hurt me, made me happy and stronger. I was responsible for my choices; I have enjoyed and suffered its consequences.
I cant blame others if they do not like me and honestly, I don’t bother making them like me at all. I believe that those who love you will always stay and accept you for who you are. If you are pretending to be someone else just to make that person like you, then they aren’t good for you, because people who love you will see the good and the worst in you, but never leave.
People judge me for what they have seen. They dont bother knowing how I got there.

You can’t always judge someone because you only see what they choose to show us.

Judgments are like stories. People always thirst for the outcome and end..without taking time to know everything to fully understand.

Tagged: lifejudgmentmeessay

Many times I have asked myself, where did I go wrong? I kept on thinking and trying to remember anything that might have been the reason for you to leave but I haven’t found any. It wasn’t because my memory is bad but because I knew there was nothing; I have always done every single way to make you stay.
You told me that your love for me faded away for no reason; that I lost you for no reason. No! There were reasons yet you can’t tell me because you yourself are aware that they will never be enough and they’re just some ridiculous fables you have fabricated inside your head to make it sound better. You know that I didn’t lose you to someone else; you let yourself get lost and chose to yield to temptations when you could have ran your way back to where I was. You told me you love me but you are weak because you are only human. You are human! You are human, for God’s sake! We both know you had your choices and I have given you all the chance. You could have embraced me instead of letting me go. You could have put my pieces back instead of breaking me more. You could have stayed, right? It could have been you. It could have been us.. if only you chose me. 
You had a choice, you know. I loved you to the moon and back and everything in between, yet you chose to break my heart.

Many times I have asked myself, where did I go wrong? I kept on thinking and trying to remember anything that might have been the reason for you to leave but I haven’t found any. It wasn’t because my memory is bad but because I knew there was nothing; I have always done every single way to make you stay.
You told me that your love for me faded away for no reason; that I lost you for no reason. No! There were reasons yet you can’t tell me because you yourself are aware that they will never be enough and they’re just some ridiculous fables you have fabricated inside your head to make it sound better. You know that I didn’t lose you to someone else; you let yourself get lost and chose to yield to temptations when you could have ran your way back to where I was. You told me you love me but you are weak because you are only human. You are human! You are human, for God’s sake! We both know you had your choices and I have given you all the chance. You could have embraced me instead of letting me go. You could have put my pieces back instead of breaking me more. You could have stayed, right? It could have been you. It could have been us.. if only you chose me.

You had a choice, you know. I loved you to the moon and back and everything in between, yet you chose to break my heart.

Tagged: lovesadheartbreakexboyfriendboyfriendessaycreativewritingasianpinoynarrative